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ZenStarArchivesYou are on the archive wiki. The new wiki is here. the old news archives for old links n stuffs... condensed to save space. ~SUNDRY ~QUOTES ~AND ~HUMOUR i am not an elitist, you're just inferior. ~LIFE ~AND ~UPDATES: 18 feb 2oo4 ~RESPONSE ~REMOVED ~I ~DON'T ~REALLY ~GIVE ~A ~FUCK on another note: i've heard reports that my sue me comment was construed as snippy... sorry :) was meant in a jocular sense. i rather like the quote picked out from my terrible spelling (thanks to MoonFlake for monitoring my spelling sessions today) 15 feb 2oo4 12 feb 04
(and yes i'll be attending all my lectures this time round) 10 feb 04 9 feb 2004 7 feb 2004 4th feb 2004 ok ok ok.... 3rd again 3 feb 04 30 jan ~MMIV 27 jan 2004 26 jan ~MMIV (early) 25th jan ~MMIV 24 jan ~MMIV 23 jan ~MMIV 22 jan ~MMIV update: pig joke removed due to it being a stretch that people wouldn't get. sniff wow it's windy as all fuck today 21 - jan - ~MMIV blegh! updatey bit: nuh-nuh-nuh-nineteen january ~MMIV MoonFlake is gone :( well... ~THURTEEM / <sup> 01 </sup> / ~MMIV heh :) ~HAPPY ~BIRTHDAY ~SHELAGH !!!!!SchpatWars starts soon free bonus haiku: scented ocean breeze <small> if haiku is missing think peaceful thoughts and ask your newsagent </small> 12th one ~MMIV well well well... ~VII ~I ~MMIV ~IV ~I ~MMIV wheeeee :) 2nd jan 2004 two thousand and ~FOUR 29 dec 03 wow... i'm updating regularly again 28 12 03 i survived :) 20 + 7 december 2000 + 3 blegh... twenty-6 dec. 2000 and 3 wayhey... twentieth december two thousand and three the wikki is up again? 29 no 2003yawnjulie makes great food!i'm so tired right now.wish i had a tv in my bedroomor a bed in my tv roomi wonder if i can get corporate sponsorship for my life?they pay me cash monthly and i wear a tshirt/top with their logo on ithell.. they can even paint it on my damn carthink anyone'll go for it?coke should... i drink so much of the stuffmaybe i'll get schpat to organise... he's good at that sort of thingSchpatCON is gonna be awesome 27 nov 2003watched phonebooth at ThursdayNightMoviesfunhaven?'t really got much else to saydays seem a little empty right nowwill get better soon i'm suregoing to a party tomorrowprobably be funshrugsno more news that i'm allowed to tell youoh... must get linkin park on this pc/me goes wandering off to the tune of beautiful (by joydrop) 26 nov 2003slept well last nightdid some shopping today (needed some shirts for SchpatCON? printing) and did some preliminary gift huntingi need more cash...i always find so many things i want to buy when i go shopping(and not just for myself... ok, mostly for myself, but not completely)does anyone else get the shopping blues?not much is happening on #claws at the momentgnome and groundy have gone all techie again and that's about it...well... means i watch more tv and my d/l's continue happilybtw: InvaderZim lovers -> i got another episode d/l'ed over last nightShadowsLight (if you read this) maybe we should have a zim evening one thursday / during the marathon ??just a suggestion.use it, abuse it, whatever...Sounds like a Plan. I am getting Season 1 from Marc tonight, and some of Season 2... I'll wait to watch them at the Marathon - ShadowsLightanyway...(like i've been doing for most of the day)i'm now waiting for something exciting to happen / to see someone interesting come online / to fall asleepif anything good happens i'll update.updatey:played pool with schoo and nick (from london) and ArchAngel. funback on ircnot much else 25 nov 2003sighwhat's up with everyone today???just because my nails are painted my mother is asking me if i'm becoming a cross dresser(and not for the first time in my life either)dammit people!i'm not your average dood!i am freak!stop fsking judging me and my decisionsi do things and will / will not regret them based on my standards(which i may add are a lot higher and integrated than most i've heard about)everyone is at the movies tonightsighthe moon looked great a little earlier (before the clouds covered it)just a little crescent with a bright star next to iti tried to get a pic of it but i don't think my digicam is that goodso much to say... so little would be understood right nowstupid world!if you think this page is a load of random blather right now imagine if i typed everything that was on my mind!pfft!whatever... the people that know me will understandthe people that don't... well they don't countother than that:the beesting is still swollen and getting a little itchy. 25 nov 2003wow...long time no update n shit...kinda dropped off the radar post examsbeen able to spend time with my favorites, some of which include:sleeping latereading humourous bookswatching good filmsspending time with friendsgetting good food (including chilli con carne... mmm)etc...i got stung by a bee todayit must have been attracted to my pollen coloured carresult: pain and swelling for me, death for the bee (well suicide really... by the time i could pull the car over it was already a goner)my nails are black again :)i got to play some pool (and i still got a little skeelz left)fun was had even though some people couldn't make iti'll probably pitch for thursdaynightmovies but i don't feel like voting or securing seatingit'll all be a gamble (i live on the edge like that. heh)anyway... erm... that is allbtw: i want a gas mask! ---- 05 nov 2003i bet none of you got the model date joke....one more exam to goif i sleep tonight it'll be 1 more sleep to gowhy is money such a problem for us?no matter what the problem is it's root is firmly nested in the green corruption of cashit's all about the feddyand shouldn't beand i realise the hypocracy when i say: i wish i could win the lottobut the sheep won't change the systemand my best way of beating it is by getting the feddy fast and in large amountsso many things would be better if i had the cash to dropsighi can always dream i supposealthough i don't normally have cash in my dreams either. 03 nov 03hmmm... 3 11 3... model date!anyway.soon exams will be completed and i will be able to do things that i've been waiting for for so long.weekend destressing was just what i needed!(now sleep is what i need)and got the linkin park - mereotra cd (enhanced ooooh) today.i still gotta listen to it but at least things seem to be going smoothly again.(my mom bought it for me... parents can ocassionally rock)sighgotta force myself to study thoughreally sick of doing that nowbut 1 last exam to go...i feel relaxed tonightmaybe it's 'cos i had me a wimmin on each arm while watching zim last night.that's all the good things in life: comfy couch, funny tv, great company, coke, popcorn, etc...and schpat bought me a great book which i will be playing with after my exams(no it's not a skin mag you perverts... it's a proggy book...hmm that's probably worse)save this update: i may not be this calm/ benevolent againbonus update lines:i found my skull ring and my black nail polishlife right now is good 29/10/2003getting really drained now exams need to finish waking up at 6 to wait in parow until 9 is not my idea of fun and their stupid mall doesn't even open 'till 9 ~AND ~ITS ~A ~CRAPPY ~MALL was up today at 6 will be up tomorrow at 6 writing code sucks it's too difficult to add lines or change variables sigh after tomorrow just one left maybe gandalf's on friday need to relax a bit the last few days have been hell re: exams this last friday, monday, wednesday (today), and thursday(tomorrow) damn. and these are all chosen from a set stream. imagine if i'd been doing random subjects. sigh i'm off to have a cigarette will update again when not dead 28/10/2003 i need cash. you don't seem to understand... ~I ~NEED ~CASH if money were no object... sigh but predominantly i need cash for the following:
right now all my cash is being spent on amusing myself before my exams. and because of exams my cigarette consumption has doubled and that costs money too. sigh someone ~SPONSOR ~ME at least for the tats. come on... it's for a good cause (sort of) .... stingy bastards. 27/10/2003 today was bad. exams suck. tonight was good. screw studying. destressing rocks. 26/10/2003 sigh! sitting around thinking of tats tats are tattoos for the idiots out there (most of you) really need to get some cash for more i would explain what i want but you wouldn't understand because it won't be a heart with ~MOM written across it (and even that may be too intellectual for you) society really doesn't understand the concept of a tat if it did then a lot more people would have them all of mine have meanings (and you wouldn't understand any of them so don't ask) and i don't think everyone should be tat-ed if people really understood tats then people would get tats for reasons reasons other than: "look bru! i'm harcore/goth/sleazy/moronic!" fucking fuck-pigs all of them tats are a beautiful mix of art, memory, symbolism, and fancy not everyone should subscribe to the reasons of getting a tat not everyone should not subscribe but society should allow expression of self/life more freely and for the slightly more enlightened planning on getting tat-ed: remember this:%
and lasty: ~THINK ~BEFORE ~YOU ~INK morons with pointless/crap tats are not worth the ground they're often found vomiting on i encourage tattoos if they are personal and well motivated i discourage bravado and showmanship tattoos hurt! the pain is part of the process don't forget healing time! no sun / swimming for a while and very regular washing look after your tat or it'll smudge/infect and you'll be left with a kinda interesting blemish once again: ~THINK ~BEFORE ~YOU ~INK good luck to anyone wishing to be tat-ed if you need help you can ask (i may say no if i don't like you more than average) well that's the info-byte for now anyone want to sponsor my next set of tats? let me know if you do (please). 25/10/2003 you must really love the abuse??? once again sitting home on the weekend wanting to go out but realising that it would be bad sigh 22/10/2003 the night is dark things are happening, i know yet i am here waiting again wishing again time crawls too fast/too slow too many sunrises / too few sunsets if i could i'd stop time and still you don't understand 19/10/03 waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting for the night for the secrets that whisper for things that may not be clenching anticipating quaking from what's inside from what's outside from things you don't know 18/10/03 pfft. silence boredom sick of waiting wanting time to rush wanting time to stop slow burn climbing upwards cold chill clawing wanting to sleep in warmth stolen dreams insomnia caged away fighting out watching the horizon slowly getting closer sick of waiting if you were intelligent you'd know 16/10/03 1 down 6 to go i hate waiting and stupid malls i am so tired of all this ~SHIT stop looking at me like that... if you were intelligent you would understand ~WHO ~THE ~FUCK ~HAS ~MY ~COPIES ~OF ~SQUEE ~AND ~JTHM ???? ~GIVE ~THEM ~THE ~FUCK ~BACK ~DAMMIT! seriously... they are possibly my only joys in this overfilled bedpan called life if you know who has them let me know and i will spare you from complete hatred sigh update interrupted by something more important than you. (which could be anything) 13 oct 03 whatever i don't believe anyone is really out there. i don't believe anyone really reads this. you are all just electronic figments of my computer's pseudo-random number generation algorythms. i don't hate you all.... (just most of you) i know you hate me too. that's ok, your opinions don't mean anything to me anyway. 10 oct 03 heathens heretics ~INFIDEL slandered for trying to open your eyes which are glued shut by your society i don't scream at you in hatred (although i do hate you) can you not see how blind you are ~CAN ~YOU ~NOT ~SEE ~HOW ~STUPID ~YOU ~ARE ? do not dare to compare your standards to mine and then judge on your standards as proof for the failings in mine ~YOU ~DENY ~MY ~GIFTS ~OF ~DARKNESS yet if you swallowed my razor-pills they'd bring you such happiness and understanding and i realise your fragility and fear the world would die and be reborn if it knew what i do 8 oct 03 ~YOU ~WANT ~UPDATES ? ~HERE'S ~YOUR ~FUCKING ~UPDATE: ~YOU ~SUCK! why the hell do you people keep reading this drivel? i really cannot understand your stupidity ~YOU ~MUST ~REALLY ~LOVE ~THE ~ABUSE ~AND ~SHOUTING do you think i'm wise because i dislike everyone and everything? if you do you're sorely mistaken foolish fool i hate everyone and everything because i am wise there's a difference so go follow your ignorant hatemongers ~I ~HATE ~THEM ~TOO moronic messiahs for idiotic masses and you believe them what does that say about you? 6 oct 03 to find light you must first discover darkness. go away now! 2 oct 03 what? 30 september 2003 i told you you'd be back! ~WHAT ~THE ~HELL ~IS ~WRONG ~WITH ~YOU ???? do you love the abuse? you want me to slap you? don't you get the message? ~WHY ~THE ~HELL ~ARE ~MY ~FAVOURITE ~DOWNLOAD ~SPOTS ~SO ~GODDAMNED ~SLOW ???? i swear i'm going to kill someone soon! godddamnit go away! 29 september 2003 why do you keep coming back here? ~I ~HATE ~YOU ~ALL! i bet you'll be back to see what i put up next time. sigh. you people really are stupid. don't you realise there is no news? why are you still reading this? go away! now! stop reading and leave. go on... run before i start telling you the truths... stupid sheep! 29 september 2003 i hate exams! i hate studying! i hate calculus! i hate weekdays! there is no news! go away! 16 sept 2003 blegh updates ftaghn! i realise that sleep has become an elusive animal to me and exam approach like a looming pig-daemon. raaaaargh ideas mooo! my head hurts... go away now while i'm distracted! 07 september 2003 wow. minimum sleep. brain. incoherrant. bad spelli. sat: videos with schoo and MoonFlake. funny. then gandalf's. fun. ArchAngel + FirstFallen + Synkronos + others. skanky touchy guy chase MoonFlake. coffe. tv. return vids. naps. sleep needed. 05 september 2003 just got back from the bsap annual dinner. got to speak to my old boss and some ppl i know. it was kinda cool. i/my father won an ostrich egg that was painted blue and had the bsap logo etc painted over in gold. other than that not much has happened... last friday was fun with MoonFlake and ArchAngel at stones and gandalf's (all the wimmin were gaggin for it). the only down side was the dude baring his ass... when dudes start getting their ass out it's time to leave! - i saw a buddy that i haven't seen in ages yesterday and got chatting about old times and i think vampire: the eternal struggle should make a reappearance. if snowball was in the country he'd agree with me! anyway: you bore me now... go away and make your own news. 28 august 2003 well i managed to finish the main story of silent hill 2... fun! freaky, but fun. i still have the substory to do now. not much else going on... having the flu and needing to study does that to you. MoonFlake 's new place is cool and the houswarming was fun (i managed to avoid all techtalk and didn't even see the laptop thankfully) although a chat revealed that operation spite (for those in the know) will not be happening with the current target so i will be searching for a new target and adjusting the plans accordingly. it's almost saturday which means al's WitchCraft game. i can't wait. go to WitchCraft to see what MoonFlake has been writing about it (and for skin's comments). now go away and do something constructive. 17 august 2003 dragonfire was a blast. lots of fun was had by thurteem (and much ear licking) and we walked away with best overall team (much to the dismay of a certain other team who had promised that: "thurteem is going down!" the only going down that happened was us taking them downtown to chinatown.") not too much else has been happening though. schpat lent me silent hill 2 (ps2) and that's been eating most of my time, that and me needing to do research for my all flesh game (the players are wanting to run to dakota). in other news: alastair's game finally started (after a couple of misfires) and went really well. a bunch of trouble making schoolkids running around with wierd things going on trying to learn magic. mmmmm.... fun i'd like to sign of with a big: thurteem 29 july 2003_ well i've done some updating, new reveiw and rant, and i'm still studying and playing ps2 games and dm'ing and rpg'ing. i must be getting good at organising my time or something (except i haven't fixed schpat's pc yet... oops). dragonfire is coming up soon (icon was great... thurteem r0xx0r the suxx0r ) and all i gotta do is finish off an assignment before then. unfortunately some people won't be making it (and some people won't be making all the days) but i'm still sure fun will be had. survivor amazon started today (tuesday 19:30 sabc3) and it's going to be interesting i think. the guys are all great at building fires 'n stuff but we all know how emotionally stunted guys are, i'm just waiting for the inevitable fight. the girls' team is useless at survival though. i see them all getting along well (except for the odd bitch or two) before being attacked by wild animals because they can't maintain a fire or build a shelter. well, i think it'll all be fun :) and before you start whining at me: survivor is the only reality tv show worth watching. i can't stand most of the others and we don't get the few funny/decent ones in this country. well... i'm going now... if i don't see you sooner: see you at dragonfire btw: go read ]] now! is funny 05 july 2003... again erm... they're gone now. anyway... as i was typing > long time. blame the ps2, unisa, inchahol, icon preps, and friends. (the last 4 keep dragging me away from my ps2 dammit ;P ) 05 july 2003 hmmm... been a while since my last intervention here... ooh.. breasts on tv... 17 june 2003 updates been scarce... blame tenchu: wrath of the heavens (ps2 game) and tekken 4_ (also ps2). i've been ninja-ing around killing stuff and beating the hell out of stu, schpat, n alastair (and visa versa). will review them at some future date, but they are both cool. i was at purple turtle recently (sat night): the place is dead! maybe as many as 15 people passed through the entire time i was there. it seems gandalf's and lestat's has taken all the business. hmmm... Ragnarok News: 2 June 2003 * Heh, Ragnarok might be pay only now, but they are not yet enforcing it. I am playing at the moment (9:30 on Sunday night), and it is the best, lag-free game I have ever had. Will keep people posted on when it does boot me out tho. Oh, ZenStar, I just felt this news would be more appropriate on this page, but feel free to move it to ZenStarComments - SynKronos Right, server-wide message just went out - All servers will be down from 4pm 2 June PST (2am 3 June local time) for the pay-to-play changeover. It's only $12 dollars a month subscription, or $57 for 6 months - fuck that! Damn good game tho, and if you have the spare cash, well worth it - SynKronos updatey bit: 31 may 2003 *no more ragnarok online unless you wanna pay monthly (as of 1st of june)... so... no more ragnarok online then :( *the 1st InvaderZim episode from season 2 is out on the net (i assume nickelodeon is airing the last few episodes then) i've noticed some fridgequotes from one of my games up in here somewhere (i smell a SynKronos )... stuart oh so funny. since varsity is on holiday soon: where are the parties happening? back to ZenStar everything contained on these (Zenstar's) pages are the intellectual property of the author(s) and may not be used without permission |