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ChaoticDecadanceYou are on the archive wiki. The new wiki is here. 24 AugustMy life is an odd life filled with contradictions and strifes, so where better to rant than on the CLAWs Wiki?? Work sucks at the moment as it always does, under paid and over worked, the usual and then there is the confusion and bitterness over why after so long I'm still getting no actual wage and merely living off a petty commission and tips, tips are good though - flirting with customers is a plus! I'm going to piss off Adam here though and talk about bleeding hearts, but its true I'm in emotional chaos but its alright atleast unlike most of claws with bleeding hearts I was actually getting laid so I do have worthy cause to miss the relationship. Prehaps there would be alot less talk about sex and sexual innuendos if some peps actually did go out and get themselves laid!!! Anyway I felt that the relationship was fine until I realised I felt shit and unhappy - took me awhile to realise that it was because I felt under apprecciated which sucks and saw it more and more until everything fell apart. Strange thing is now that it is over I feel like I was being silly and naive but in a way it went pear shaped because I waited till I was pissed off and drunk to talk about it.... However that it has ended feel kind of relieved but now missing the relationship and lonely, but then rediscovered Melissa's and life is on the up again! For Shaun aka Susan aka ERA (Elf Requiring Affection) you must go, the cake is divine, rich but not sweet. It is the best cake you ever and will ever have, so I will take you sometime when mine and your schedule permits... Here my ranting shall end and when time allows I shall rant once more.... |