Describe FadeToBlack here eh?
Ah, the obligatory self-description. I am not Bob. Formerly ShadowBoy. Sean I am, not green eggs and ham. As much as I'd love to go into a huge and in-depth discussion of what makes me tick, I reckon that it would likely disturb most people so it's better to let them come up with their own ideas. Those of you who have seen the 'S' symbol i scrawl everywhere will also realise that it is more than just the first letter of my actual name. You know who I am (and if you don't by now, why are you reading this?) and have your own ideas about what i stand for. Read the rant (SeanRantsAboutStuff) if you don't, and if you're really brave read that other page I have 'sneakily' erected in a super sneaky place (and stuff). Here's a brief synopsis for people who get frustrated by wishy-washy indirectness:
- Graduated 2004 with a really long degree name. Technically a CLAW member in 2005/2006 (they cornered me and demanded money) as well.
- Probably borderline clinically insane, which explains my driving
- Arachnaphobic, but channeling it into healthy aggression (i.e. spider = greasy splat on wall)
- I come across as arrogant, although I don't really see that I have anything to be arrogant about since I'm not really good at stuff
- I am about 6 foot tall (yippee)
- Hobbies include lounging around, playing PC games and bitching (otherwise known as laziness)
- Born right on the cusp of Scorpio and Saggitarius, time and everything. This means that if you believe in astrology I am apparently one difficult mo-fo to figure out. This fits with the whole me being crazy thing, although with the procession of the equinox this all becomes bollocks anyway.
- I am direct, otherwise known as blunt and/or blatently brash. Take your pick.
- Common eating habits encompass a very broad diet with items such as Coco Pops, white toast with margerine, vast quantities of tea (with WAY too much sugar), used to be able to regularly stomach "budget" rolls without dying (yet).
- If life were an unknown armies campaign I wouldn't be ugly enough to have to make an unnatural check every time I looked in the mirror. I'd definately have to make a self check since I actually don't have a big ego at all.
- Yes, I am strange. Very strange indeed.
- Sometimes I can be Switzerland and sometimes the 3rd Reich. It all depends on how much effort you have put in. The word betrayal is highlighted in blood in my dictionary and loyalty has an 'NB' scrawled next to it.
- I hate cowards, maybe because I am one sometimes but just because I'm a hypocrite doesn't mean I'm wrong.
- I approach fear in many situations with the following attitude: Go up to it and say 'Boo!' and see what happens. (This has gotten me into a lot of shit, but at least life's 'interesting')
This is only part of who I am. There are facades and parts of me very few know or understand. Definately scarred, but I no longer regard myself as defeated. Contact me directly here so that everything doesn't have to be out in public view.